The truth about Lola's life
The truth about who I am. I'm not the girl you see on screen. That's just a part of me. Sometimes that part is non existent. I used to be bubbly, confident and independent. That was until my buried traumas caught up with me unexpectedly. I started 2018, the same way I did every year. Scared and paranoid that bad things were going to happen. Little did I know, those bad things were around the corner and they were here to stay. March 2018, most won't remember much about it except maybe Beast from the East, that massive snow storm and blizzard. For me, it was the month things changed forever and I still don't understand it myself. I was getting ready for a photoshoot with my friends, I was about ready to go when suddenly and I mean suddenly I felt really ill. Unable to move off the floor without everything spinning or going dark. That luckily passed but more followed. Headaches, paranoia, delusions, psychotic symptoms over nothing at all. My world shut down, I couldn'...